Im human I've made my far share of mistakes, I mean who hasn't?Ive always cried wolf and was always the victim in the situation. I expected others to forgive me but not realizing that I had to forgive myself first.
I've made faults I've hurt others I've even hated, I searched deep down my heart to a place where I avoided for years, I let go of all the pain I've kept in my heart from my past mistakes, I let go of the hope that those who have hurt me will come and say: "Sorry". After all you can't force anyone to do what they don't want to do. So after years of being a victim, I let go, I let go of the pain that was caused to me. I let go of hoping that those who hurt me will come and ask for forgiveness.
I forgave myself, for any hurt I caused anyone, I let go of any hurt I was hoarding in my heart. I let go of pain.
I forgave myself of what I had done to myself, I forgave myself for self inflicted pain , I forgave myself for the pain I caused to my body. I forgave my soul for hanging on to so much pain.
Forgiveness healed me and made me let go of pain, hurt and hate.